{"id":163,"date":"2013-04-29T09:29:52","date_gmt":"2013-04-29T09:29:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j-applebee.tumblr.com\/post\/49168795658"},"modified":"2013-04-29T09:29:52","modified_gmt":"2013-04-29T09:29:52","slug":"hysterectomy-a-beginning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/2013\/04\/hysterectomy-a-beginning\/","title":{"rendered":"Hysterectomy: a beginning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I almost forgot:<\/p>\n<p>I no longer have a womb.<\/p>\n<p>When I come crying out hard;<\/p>\n<p>Swearing &#8220;Fuck!&#8221; to the ceiling,<\/p>\n<p>My cunt tightens, implodes under my fingers.<\/p>\n<p>The space where my womb used to be<\/p>\n<p>Becomes a vacuum.<\/p>\n<p>Nature may hate it, but I don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>For every time I come I feel a spark:<\/p>\n<p>A flicker of life in my innermost parts.<\/p>\n<p>Something is growing.\u00a0 Something moves.<\/p>\n<p>I squeeze my eyes shut.\u00a0 I imagine a bloom<\/p>\n<p>Of pure energy.<\/p>\n<p>Drawn out of pleasure,<\/p>\n<p>A hopeful alien life reaches out.<\/p>\n<p>A concept that nobody spoke of,<\/p>\n<p>Until they took my cervix and my womb<\/p>\n<p>To save my life;<\/p>\n<p>To give me something new.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Life after a hysterectomy? Yes.<\/p>\n<p>Sexual desire after a hysterectomy? Yes<\/p>\n<p>Mind-altering orgasms after a hysterectomy? Hell Yes!<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/d33a3573190daea25768175722286c2c\/tumblr_inline_mm0fmbVt8T1qz4rgp.jpg\"\/><\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I almost forgot:<\/p>\n<p>I no longer have a womb.<\/p>\n<p>When I come crying out hard;<\/p>\n<p>Swearing &ldquo;Fuck!&rdquo; to the ceiling,<\/p>\n<p>My cunt tightens, implodes under my fingers.<\/p>\n<p>The space where my womb used to be<\/p>\n<p>Becomes a vacuum.<\/p>\n<p>Nature may hate it, but I don&rsquo;t.<\/p>\n<p>For every time I come I feel a spark:<\/p>\n<p>A flicker of life in my innermost parts.<\/p>\n<p>Something is growing.&nbsp; Something moves.<\/p>\n<p>I squeeze my eyes shut.&nbsp; I imagine a bloom<\/p>\n<p>Of pure energy.<\/p>\n<p>Drawn out of pleasure,<\/p>\n<p>A hopeful alien life reaches out.<\/p>\n<p>A concept that nobody spoke of,<\/p>\n<p>Until they took my cervix and my womb<\/p>\n<p>To save my life;<\/p>\n<p>To give me something new.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Life after a hysterectomy? Yes.<\/p>\n<p>Sexual desire after a hysterectomy? Yes<\/p>\n<p>Mind-altering orgasms after a hysterectomy? Hell Yes!<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/d33a3573190daea25768175722286c2c\/tumblr_inline_mm0fmbVt8T1qz4rgp.jpg\"><\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":1211,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[178,177,176,128,84,179],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-163","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-change","category-hysterectomy","category-orgasm","category-sex","category-sexuality","category-surgery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/163","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=163"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/163\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1211"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=163"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=163"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bimedia.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=163"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}